The Part When You Start Screaming

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this thing never happen to me for years...

I seem to be not updating so frequently. Particularly since I have no internet in my KL house so... And I had some of the new skills I know these few months. I'm officially a Phlebotomist, using a syringe, not the easy peasy butterfly ones that nurse used to poke for blood donating. NOTE: Its very important to choose the vein you like than the one you should poke since its easier to get a hematoma on the inside of your elbow if someone were doing it badly to you. This is my warning. Hematoma can have slight a percentage to become a thrombosis. And you don't wanna stroke would you? And my arms do have scars now. Sigh.. more to add to the warzone.

My mid semester exam started on the first week of Ramadhan's month. I can't say much about my result but kinda dissapointing (but I have other THREE subject that was not with the mid semester so... sigh.. the joys of a third year student) but its an improvement as some of my exam is really hard even if its MCQ... well MCQ is the one with minesweeper. There's always minus 1 mark everytime I did wrong, so I guess, I got loads of marks taken off... Plus my mind was on PMF stuff so I'm very weary of it all.

Another thing was about fasting. Seriously, I need my Java during exam and I was so blur. Sigh.. I need to change that about myself. I miss my matric OCD of my results. I kinda out of focus very easily.

I seem to acquired another new skills; I kept cooking up Italian dishes mainly pasta and tomato sauce or alfredo or nasi goreng or some nasi tom yam. This is pretty funny from a girl who refuse to cook for anyone else at home. Naughty~~

Then I managed to travel all round the Plaza RAH and found several bazaar around it. One is right next to HKL which was heavily trafficked since it went through the TARs and the Pahang Roundabout and was very "skewed to the right" (copyright by Pak Sarip) as the people like to go to the right side of the road rather than the sellers at the left. I don't know why, it just did.

And everytime I went past the Johan Restaurant's road and Jalan Raja Alang AND the way to go to the Kg Baru LRT, I would find more bazaar that is totally bizarre as only random few people were really locals while the rest came as far as Kelantan just to sell stuff. Which is very weird.

Kelana Jaya's bazaar is even better with Popiah Basah than the HKLs stupid ones (I nearly puke remembering the time I bought Popiah Utara Kering/Basah and Popiah Leleh... both are disgusting). But I like the HKL's Roti Boom (which is just Roti Canai with butter and kaya).

FAM's popiah basah at Kelana Jaya's Bazaar
(courtesy to Makan-Makan since I have no SLR with my very pity univesity budget)

FYI I like Vanessa more than Serena and Blair. I mean, she gets to get all the three main guy and went on nabbing Scott. Way to go for a homeschooled girl. ^_^ Plus, she's prettier than the rest of the snobbish girl. And her eyes are more prettier. And the next should be Blair and Jenny. Serena is ugly. I dunno why I couldn't stand her in the tv and even in the book and even the actress herself.

Plus, V still got Chuck Bass. You go girl. (Damn, I wanna bite that exposed vein)

And I still think BlairXChuck pairing is so off. Sorry B-iatch-fans.

Ian Somerhalder a.k.a. Damon Salvatore a.k.a. Boone Carlyle a.k.a. Adam Knight.
Will be 31 on this December 8. Isn't he perfect~~ We only born apart for 13 days and 10 years... please don't say you don't like 10 years younger girls like me... yeah, I'm still 10 when you are 20, so what?

He so look no more like gay Zach Efron and gay Chace Crawford and gay gay Rob Pattinson (your snobbishness is showing Rob, you lost a fan in me despite I love you for acting as Toby Jugg)
OMG, This pic look like the guy in my old school who turn into a girl after matric.

I never did bother to take the picture and reupload it since seriously, I'm fed up with these guys.

Despite the same within 20-26 age range. I began to realize I'm suitable with guys MORE than 5 years older than me. I tried to date these age range around my age but these boys think of me like regular easy to be pleased girl and suddenly acted so much like we are in relationship even after a car ride. Dude.. you're so over yourself. And yes, I'm a user. Duh

Actually for series/movie based from books, I've taken the liberty to not read the book first when I heard they were making into a tv. Since perception is easily changed and I really do need a break off Fabio-look-a-like for my vamperotica voyeur imagination and usually its more fun when you memorize the actor and actress and actually reading them in the books with better acting and looks and scenes. Plus, I know of Harry Potter's books and have them borrowed from my male cousins but I never actually read it until years later. And I only read the book after I watch the Daniel Radcliff's Harry Potter. I cheat, so what?

After the Vampire Diaries pilot, I read through the books summary (yeah spoiler, again, so what) and then read the first book and then compare the two and found out that yes, VD tv is very loosely from the book. I get them. But rather ok with it since I don't really want to watch a Serena van Der Woodsen as Elena. Despite similarity to Bella. Yes, Elena is much more like Blaire, but she's ok. But NOT Serena.

Same as Gossip Girl which they use the actors to be the main characters to be exactly like in the books minus social differences. And I really can't stand reading only a chapter of the book. Maybe I'll read later but then, Serena is very annoying. I can't even read her scenes. Sigh..


Plus, enough with comparing with True Blood. Charlaine Harris may put sex in it but not excessively like in the tv. But still, it correctly labeled as for adults. Duh... nuff nuff.


And yes, dish heads, I hate Twilight because of you mob lunatics. Books are meant to be secretive and the experience is suppose to be like unraveling a master treasure in some buried piramid. And your screaming (and half-naked Eric Northman) changed my obsession with the whole freaking series.

I'm only hoping that Steph Meyer could publish Midnight Sun earlier. Thats why I love VD more, Stephen actually IN PAIN with Elena. Not some emo, "I need to be with you, I want you so badly" and spreading falsies "obsession love". Pfft~~ You never read erotica, thats for sure. Wait... you are kids, go luck then with average fanfiction-like novel.

Dush... I wanna jump in with him..... what, I'm legal what?

Being a third year senior (or junior in some part of the world) is pretty much exhausting as it was when I was a freshie. But the fact that the post-graduate world is taunting me with endless materialism that I was dying to be out of this hell-openwide-mouth of a university. However, my procrastination is getting much worser but its just a week after mid-semester therefore I had enough slack in my past time.

but I'm allowed to dream in this time of money less.

Guess there's some thing that I had to buy when I was out working that I shall not forget (like certain someone)

1. The most recent expensive laptop. More than 2GB RAM and supermassive gadgets
2. The huge screen doubled keyboard nokia phone like from Gossip Girl (I know, I know)
3. Decent Sony camera with SLR customs
4. Huge monitor (see movie "Jumper") for the said laptop and more gadgets for my lappie.
5. PS1, PS2, PS3 and PSP. Yeah.. Seriously.

Then the normal clothing, makeup, stocking my romance fiction library and things. I'm normal a girl but still a computer geek through and through. I shall start with the first and the rest in the rest of the year. I have bloody time in my lab even with minimal RM2k wages. Experience is the essence. Later years can switch jobs also.

And recently I had to avoid going to Dang Wangi LRT station as there's a JPD student being mugged and stabbed at the stairs near the elevator in front of the station. I happen to notice blood splattering at the site and kinda disgusted at first that there's no DBKL or crime scene people to check up the site. (Don't worry, the guy is safe now and discharged later that week, its near mid semester then too) But seriously, I had to use Kampung Baru LRT station now since its now bad enough that both of the station was a bit barren with people and there's also a risk of me being in danger too. But technically I hate the way along the sidewalk of the 'Kampung' Baru. Seriously my feet hurts everytime I walk the sidewalk with stones that are ruggard enough to kill people. Seriously.

And the sewer were very toxic since everytime you step onto one of the covered metal bars, the heat came from the sewage. I looked down and it simply made my appetite go way south. And there's also a huge plant right next to the residential area. I suppose it helps with the flood but the sight whenever I stepped over a huge metal cover and saw hundreds of plastic bottles in the toxic waste, I seriously doubt the flood would be over.

Sigh... If I had my own camera, I would have posted it here. Sigh...

Things seems to be summarized by these;

• My holiday have ended
• I'm a third year student now a.k.a. a full fledged privileged senior (fourth year isnt really a fun time to have a uni live anyway. All career is in your head and all.)
  
• The reason I'm not blogging much these days were although the fact that I have full internet connection in my home, I don't really want to put things in my blog since, its holiday, things is still the same.
• I kept bruising myself these days... and my acne is coming in full throttle. DOn't worry, it will clear up as usual.
  
• The new 2009 batch is promising...
  
• I'll start reviewing all the movies I had on my free time during my semester
  
• I'm more broke now since maxis now charging me RM250 for the months I'm not using their service. (I had to terminate this month)
  
• I'm turning to blogger since I'm not going to be active for fb for a few months
  
• my twitter account has been suspended
• True Blood Season 2 has begun
• My PMFSKB life is going straight hell... year planner, calender, monthly newsletter and program
  
• I got single room this year which I hope people in my current house don't throw my stuff away.

This is polished and pretty KS before she went Mullet

This is original-haired me before I went straight hair and feathery
(I'm considering to colour my head like Lena Headey in Sarah Connor Chronicles. Yes I'm very pissed off when in got cancelled before T4 comes out)

I'm concentrating hard to get more than 3.00 in this semester. Wish me luck. Oh, my last semester is the highest in my 2 years record, therefore, I'm rooting for first semester's early pre-cramming since I don't handle Convo anymore.

My room is HUGE. The seniors who get the house before (I'm their ex-housemate) totally wreck the place. I'm asking for repairs for plumbing and the broken lock later tomorrow. Its still disgusting anyway but the house will be good as new.

Since my sister's wedding, this topic of me and my 'upcoming' wedding is kinda reaching to me. In my own world, the prospect of me getting into a relationship this year is as nil as possible. Despite my close family thinking about generalizing university students with couplings. I'm seeking a long-term one therefore, I found my lack of interest with post-pubescent guys is nearly impossible to comprehend with me marrying them in anywhere in my future.

Well, so far, I fail to think long term with anyone in my age. Really.

I'm just a casual viewer and usually I download songs and watch someone vlogs and its not necessary for it to be that funny or even that serious. I do feel like I want to do vlogs but its too much hassle and when I got single room for next semester, maybe I'll reconsider it. And when I got some time, I might write a short film and get my biomedic studs and pmf people to act it.

But its kinda depressing when I got emails from Youtube with dozen of people self-advertising themselves.

The thing is.. whats the point of me subscribing to people when I don't even want to see the stuff they've been updating...

Since I don't really bother with replying to the said ppl... So I put it down here.

These is some of the people that I've subscribed and the reasons.

College humor - Dude, Watch the "deleted" Twilight's love scene too... I am steph fan but hey, you can make a joke out of anything these days.

Vancouver Film School - For collections of short films that I usually enjoyed during my non-internet conditions in Plaza.

Nigahiga - I don't really get the Asian Americans jokes but I do like his Movies in Minutes series. Congrats with the 1mil subscribers thing~~

Charlieissocoollike - I was wandering in the search categories during my shift in Toh Puan and found him. He's soooo cute~~ the turn off is that he's a younger guy but his vids were mostly short and so the loading is not that hassle much. A very random guy. And he makes me a bit paedophilic but really cute.

JohnnyDurham19 - Charlie's friend and active vlogger. Cute and random. These days, both of them got some male questioning their sexuality issues that is quite laughable. Since their subscriber is mostly female, I don't really think being gay has anything to do with it.

Wallofweird - She's getting married so she's not really active much these days. Making me feel being old too. She's a phlebotomist and want to study to be a doctor. (Personally, I think its better to be a doc in US yah?)

Communitychannel - Nat is a very cool Australian who I really enjoy her vids and the excessive porno musics which is very funny. I subscribe to her because of Whatthebuck...

Whatthebuckshow - technically I hated gossips blogs but he was damn weird that I actually subscribe him at the whim. He talks to much of Miley these days that I got sick of it pretty fast.

William Sledd - Also the excessive GAP references (dude, they were damn expensive and I'd rather spend the money at B.U.M.) The only fashion vlog that I subscribe. Cute and I don't really care much about his sexuality status. -_- But these days, I ignore his vids mostly.

WashingtonDeceit - I solely view his vid for histology, pathology and histopathology references. Very easy to understand too and informative and he makes it all soo easy. Which in reality, I found out it is. He saved me during the cirrhosis and meningitis slide that I got as a lab assignment. The only youtuber that offer online lessons (I think he's really a professor)... ... ... I just wish my professors and doctors did publish them... but forbid Pak-You-Know-Who to put it online.... hahaha (He usually google his name and got me once but I was telling orientation DIY so its ok)

The rest in my subscriber list is just extensions to full length movies/tvshow that I can't wait to download it via torrent. (Ok.. gov, don't crash into my house and sue me ya?) and the ones that I sort of pity but applaud to their efforts in advertising.

And to vloggers who want me to subscribe them. Just make full use of your tags and fill them with nonsense. Thats how you get your subscriber and don't flood my gmail ya~~ unless you are really really cute that is.

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The mosquitoes bit me! Argh~~!! Ok.. I sooo don't want to have a minor in entomology... uwagh~~~

Yesterday, my internet is not working... then this evening, the electric were shut down and now the ASTRO gone haywire....

Is this a sign?



Anyway, I finally watch 30 Days of Night, which some of my friend were recomending it to me last year and I was like.. hey axxo have it, and so what I can say is...

Josh Harnett and vampire DON'T mix

and so I kept skipping all the boring scenes and until the ending, I was like "What the hell?" and the worst part is that my niece was beside me during the gory scenes and she was really going to have a phobia after this...
urgh... thats the worst of it. A vampire movie which is boring... thats really a big statement yah.... but the place could make a good Twiliight spin off book... where the Denali clan don't sparkle for 30 days.. .... bah

and at the same time, I watch Underworld's Rise of Lycans... Actually, I was rather skeptic with it since I'm really a fan of Kate Beckinsale but Rhona Mitra did a fine job as Sonja and I'm rather glad but a bit dissapointed when some of the scenes in Underworld is same with this movie.





But I'm still Kate's fan, you know.

And yeah.. I do notice that Rhona did look like a guy but its merely because of her chin and her full lips... and the romance were not that stiffling and Micheal Sheen looks a bit younger and bright eyed here... its rather dumbfounding since Underworld 1 were out during my highschool and how can a guy get younger like this? By the way, I like werewolves too.. *wink*I'm reading "All Lycan Eve" now and alpha wolves are so *yummy*.

and I watched Zodiac too. By far, its not really that interesting as to read the case files. Hmm...