Oh my raya~~

this thing never happen to me for years...

Im going to Singapore TOMORROW!!!
on the day after RAYA!!

WOOT!!~~~!!!


This is really the first time I'm having a trip right after raya to Singapore ever since I was a toddler. Then again, Syawal had sat on December at that time. So weird...

I had planned to go back to P-Rah right after Raya to start working but then...

my dad grand plan of my own self-destruction...

i'm dying slowly...

I guess: I shall list things that I had to do that I can't do the next three days... T_T


1. EUREKA September/October (The MTs is going to kill me)
2. Re-writing pathophysiology for Endocrinology presentation (not good)
3. Haematology Histology Practical
4. Haematology APTT and PT Practical
5. Proofing Human Genome Project SLP (Its finished anyway)

siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh~~~

because all of them must be used by a desktop/laptop. And I doubt my dad is going to let me bring his lappie to Singapore.

I'm going to die~~~~

MidSem exam, Fasting, Gossip Girls and Vampire Diaries

I seem to be not updating so frequently. Particularly since I have no internet in my KL house so... And I had some of the new skills I know these few months. I'm officially a Phlebotomist, using a syringe, not the easy peasy butterfly ones that nurse used to poke for blood donating. NOTE: Its very important to choose the vein you like than the one you should poke since its easier to get a hematoma on the inside of your elbow if someone were doing it badly to you. This is my warning. Hematoma can have slight a percentage to become a thrombosis. And you don't wanna stroke would you? And my arms do have scars now. Sigh.. more to add to the warzone.

My mid semester exam started on the first week of Ramadhan's month. I can't say much about my result but kinda dissapointing (but I have other THREE subject that was not with the mid semester so... sigh.. the joys of a third year student) but its an improvement as some of my exam is really hard even if its MCQ... well MCQ is the one with minesweeper. There's always minus 1 mark everytime I did wrong, so I guess, I got loads of marks taken off... Plus my mind was on PMF stuff so I'm very weary of it all.

Another thing was about fasting. Seriously, I need my Java during exam and I was so blur. Sigh.. I need to change that about myself. I miss my matric OCD of my results. I kinda out of focus very easily.

I seem to acquired another new skills; I kept cooking up Italian dishes mainly pasta and tomato sauce or alfredo or nasi goreng or some nasi tom yam. This is pretty funny from a girl who refuse to cook for anyone else at home. Naughty~~

Then I managed to travel all round the Plaza RAH and found several bazaar around it. One is right next to HKL which was heavily trafficked since it went through the TARs and the Pahang Roundabout and was very "skewed to the right" (copyright by Pak Sarip) as the people like to go to the right side of the road rather than the sellers at the left. I don't know why, it just did.

And everytime I went past the Johan Restaurant's road and Jalan Raja Alang AND the way to go to the Kg Baru LRT, I would find more bazaar that is totally bizarre as only random few people were really locals while the rest came as far as Kelantan just to sell stuff. Which is very weird.

Kelana Jaya's bazaar is even better with Popiah Basah than the HKLs stupid ones (I nearly puke remembering the time I bought Popiah Utara Kering/Basah and Popiah Leleh... both are disgusting). But I like the HKL's Roti Boom (which is just Roti Canai with butter and kaya).

FAM's popiah basah at Kelana Jaya's Bazaar
(courtesy to Makan-Makan since I have no SLR with my very pity univesity budget)

Since I got some time off, it would do good in catching up with my studies and doing assignments and reading back Christine Feehan's Dark Slayer (Its really hard to read after reading some 19 of hers) and later I had some time these days to level up my facebook game avatars (yeah, its getting even ridiculous by the excessiveness of my obsession over Mafia Wars and Restaurant City) I even get some good plot for a short story I'm working. Now seeking of a good climax.

I was considering on AMAX wireless since it got some RM60 promotion for students with free modem, but it seems its coverage area doesn't cover KL despite my junior said her friend subscribe to it. I hope they do since RM60 per month is very much like my excessive maxis postpaid that I still struggling paying them off. RM200 + 50. (Yes, I haven't using them for 9 months and yes I've been paying for nothing but hell...)

And Gossip Girl season 3 is coming. My only interest was Chuck Bass, Scott and Jenny. I don't really care about the other girls since I had too much of a headache trying to understand how shallow the UES are. Seriously, if they consider adopting me, I would oblige but then, the only nearest thing that I could get to them was either through biological samples. LoLz

FYI I like Vanessa more than Serena and Blair. I mean, she gets to get all the three main guy and went on nabbing Scott. Way to go for a homeschooled girl. ^_^ Plus, she's prettier than the rest of the snobbish girl. And her eyes are more prettier. And the next should be Blair and Jenny. Serena is ugly. I dunno why I couldn't stand her in the tv and even in the book and even the actress herself.


Plus, V still got Chuck Bass. You go girl. (Damn, I wanna bite that exposed vein)

And I still think BlairXChuck pairing is so off. Sorry B-iatch-fans.

And FYI, Vampire Diaries is here. Today should be the second episode but I doubt it will be out in torrent for until Raya. But I'm very happy to catch the premiere only three days after it, (Malaysia don't have CW remember?) and I get a copy and I LOVE IT!

Ian Somerhalder a.k.a. Damon Salvatore a.k.a. Boone Carlyle a.k.a. Adam Knight.
Will be 31 on this December 8. Isn't he perfect~~ We only born apart for 13 days and 10 years... please don't say you don't like 10 years younger girls like me... yeah, I'm still 10 when you are 20, so what?

He so look no more like gay Zach Efron and gay Chace Crawford and gay gay Rob Pattinson (your snobbishness is showing Rob, you lost a fan in me despite I love you for acting as Toby Jugg)
OMG, This pic look like the guy in my old school who turn into a girl after matric.

I never did bother to take the picture and reupload it since seriously, I'm fed up with these guys.

Despite the same within 20-26 age range. I began to realize I'm suitable with guys MORE than 5 years older than me. I tried to date these age range around my age but these boys think of me like regular easy to be pleased girl and suddenly acted so much like we are in relationship even after a car ride. Dude.. you're so over yourself. And yes, I'm a user. Duh

Actually for series/movie based from books, I've taken the liberty to not read the book first when I heard they were making into a tv. Since perception is easily changed and I really do need a break off Fabio-look-a-like for my vamperotica voyeur imagination and usually its more fun when you memorize the actor and actress and actually reading them in the books with better acting and looks and scenes. Plus, I know of Harry Potter's books and have them borrowed from my male cousins but I never actually read it until years later. And I only read the book after I watch the Daniel Radcliff's Harry Potter. I cheat, so what?

After the Vampire Diaries pilot, I read through the books summary (yeah spoiler, again, so what) and then read the first book and then compare the two and found out that yes, VD tv is very loosely from the book. I get them. But rather ok with it since I don't really want to watch a Serena van Der Woodsen as Elena. Despite similarity to Bella. Yes, Elena is much more like Blaire, but she's ok. But NOT Serena.

Same as Gossip Girl which they use the actors to be the main characters to be exactly like in the books minus social differences. And I really can't stand reading only a chapter of the book. Maybe I'll read later but then, Serena is very annoying. I can't even read her scenes. Sigh..


Plus, enough with comparing with True Blood. Charlaine Harris may put sex in it but not excessively like in the tv. But still, it correctly labeled as for adults. Duh... nuff nuff.


And yes, dish heads, I hate Twilight because of you mob lunatics. Books are meant to be secretive and the experience is suppose to be like unraveling a master treasure in some buried piramid. And your screaming (and half-naked Eric Northman) changed my obsession with the whole freaking series.

I'm only hoping that Steph Meyer could publish Midnight Sun earlier. Thats why I love VD more, Stephen actually IN PAIN with Elena. Not some emo, "I need to be with you, I want you so badly" and spreading falsies "obsession love". Pfft~~ You never read erotica, thats for sure. Wait... you are kids, go luck then with average fanfiction-like novel.

Dush... I wanna jump in with him..... what, I'm legal what?


The State of A Dull Mind and Pondering the Future

Being a third year senior (or junior in some part of the world) is pretty much exhausting as it was when I was a freshie. But the fact that the post-graduate world is taunting me with endless materialism that I was dying to be out of this hell-openwide-mouth of a university. However, my procrastination is getting much worser but its just a week after mid-semester therefore I had enough slack in my past time.

but I'm allowed to dream in this time of money less.

Guess there's some thing that I had to buy when I was out working that I shall not forget (like certain someone)

1. The most recent expensive laptop. More than 2GB RAM and supermassive gadgets
2. The huge screen doubled keyboard nokia phone like from Gossip Girl (I know, I know)
3. Decent Sony camera with SLR customs
4. Huge monitor (see movie "Jumper") for the said laptop and more gadgets for my lappie.
5. PS1, PS2, PS3 and PSP. Yeah.. Seriously.

Then the normal clothing, makeup, stocking my romance fiction library and things. I'm normal a girl but still a computer geek through and through. I shall start with the first and the rest in the rest of the year. I have bloody time in my lab even with minimal RM2k wages. Experience is the essence. Later years can switch jobs also.

And recently I had to avoid going to Dang Wangi LRT station as there's a JPD student being mugged and stabbed at the stairs near the elevator in front of the station. I happen to notice blood splattering at the site and kinda disgusted at first that there's no DBKL or crime scene people to check up the site. (Don't worry, the guy is safe now and discharged later that week, its near mid semester then too) But seriously, I had to use Kampung Baru LRT station now since its now bad enough that both of the station was a bit barren with people and there's also a risk of me being in danger too. But technically I hate the way along the sidewalk of the 'Kampung' Baru. Seriously my feet hurts everytime I walk the sidewalk with stones that are ruggard enough to kill people. Seriously.

And the sewer were very toxic since everytime you step onto one of the covered metal bars, the heat came from the sewage. I looked down and it simply made my appetite go way south. And there's also a huge plant right next to the residential area. I suppose it helps with the flood but the sight whenever I stepped over a huge metal cover and saw hundreds of plastic bottles in the toxic waste, I seriously doubt the flood would be over.

Sigh... If I had my own camera, I would have posted it here. Sigh...