I open my Gmail and found this....

I'm just a casual viewer and usually I download songs and watch someone vlogs and its not necessary for it to be that funny or even that serious. I do feel like I want to do vlogs but its too much hassle and when I got single room for next semester, maybe I'll reconsider it. And when I got some time, I might write a short film and get my biomedic studs and pmf people to act it.

But its kinda depressing when I got emails from Youtube with dozen of people self-advertising themselves.

The thing is.. whats the point of me subscribing to people when I don't even want to see the stuff they've been updating...

Since I don't really bother with replying to the said ppl... So I put it down here.

These is some of the people that I've subscribed and the reasons.

College humor - Dude, Watch the "deleted" Twilight's love scene too... I am steph fan but hey, you can make a joke out of anything these days.

Vancouver Film School - For collections of short films that I usually enjoyed during my non-internet conditions in Plaza.

Nigahiga - I don't really get the Asian Americans jokes but I do like his Movies in Minutes series. Congrats with the 1mil subscribers thing~~

Charlieissocoollike - I was wandering in the search categories during my shift in Toh Puan and found him. He's soooo cute~~ the turn off is that he's a younger guy but his vids were mostly short and so the loading is not that hassle much. A very random guy. And he makes me a bit paedophilic but really cute.

JohnnyDurham19 - Charlie's friend and active vlogger. Cute and random. These days, both of them got some male questioning their sexuality issues that is quite laughable. Since their subscriber is mostly female, I don't really think being gay has anything to do with it.

Wallofweird
- She's getting married so she's not really active much these days. Making me feel being old too. She's a phlebotomist and want to study to be a doctor. (Personally, I think its better to be a doc in US yah?)

Communitychannel - Nat is a very cool Australian who I really enjoy her vids and the excessive porno musics which is very funny. I subscribe to her because of Whatthebuck...

Whatthebuckshow - technically I hated gossips blogs but he was damn weird that I actually subscribe him at the whim. He talks to much of Miley these days that I got sick of it pretty fast.

William Sledd
- Also the excessive GAP references (dude, they were damn expensive and I'd rather spend the money at B.U.M.) The only fashion vlog that I subscribe. Cute and I don't really care much about his sexuality status. -_- But these days, I ignore his vids mostly.

WashingtonDeceit - I solely view his vid for histology, pathology and histopathology references. Very easy to understand too and informative and he makes it all soo easy. Which in reality, I found out it is. He saved me during the cirrhosis and meningitis slide that I got as a lab assignment. The only youtuber that offer online lessons (I think he's really a professor)... ... ... I just wish my professors and doctors did publish them... but forbid Pak-You-Know-Who to put it online.... hahaha (He usually google his name and got me once but I was telling orientation DIY so its ok)

The rest in my subscriber list is just extensions to full length movies/tvshow that I can't wait to download it via torrent. (Ok.. gov, don't crash into my house and sue me ya?) and the ones that I sort of pity but applaud to their efforts in advertising.

And to vloggers who want me to subscribe them. Just make full use of your tags and fill them with nonsense. Thats how you get your subscriber and don't flood my gmail ya~~ unless you are really really cute that is.

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The mosquitoes bit me! Argh~~!! Ok.. I sooo don't want to have a minor in entomology... uwagh~~~

These days~~~ I'm still a movie maniac~~~

Yesterday, my internet is not working... then this evening, the electric were shut down and now the ASTRO gone haywire....

Is this a sign?



Anyway, I finally watch 30 Days of Night, which some of my friend were recomending it to me last year and I was like.. hey axxo have it, and so what I can say is...

Josh Harnett and vampire DON'T mix

and so I kept skipping all the boring scenes and until the ending, I was like "What the hell?" and the worst part is that my niece was beside me during the gory scenes and she was really going to have a phobia after this...
urgh... thats the worst of it. A vampire movie which is boring... thats really a big statement yah.... but the place could make a good Twiliight spin off book... where the Denali clan don't sparkle for 30 days.. .... bah

and at the same time, I watch Underworld's Rise of Lycans... Actually, I was rather skeptic with it since I'm really a fan of Kate Beckinsale but Rhona Mitra did a fine job as Sonja and I'm rather glad but a bit dissapointed when some of the scenes in Underworld is same with this movie.





But I'm still Kate's fan, you know.

And yeah.. I do notice that Rhona did look like a guy but its merely because of her chin and her full lips... and the romance were not that stiffling and Micheal Sheen looks a bit younger and bright eyed here... its rather dumbfounding since Underworld 1 were out during my highschool and how can a guy get younger like this? By the way, I like werewolves too.. *wink*I'm reading "All Lycan Eve" now and alpha wolves are so *yummy*.

and I watched Zodiac too. By far, its not really that interesting as to read the case files. Hmm...

My freak show dried up hair

This week, I'm confirming that I'll straight perm the head. Trully... 3rd year is my straight hair year. The current state is kind of not that wiry like but fragile+soft+dry head. I did rebonding last time and also damages my hair much. But I've grown it all out but some parts of my hair is really straight while the top was frizzy, curly, wavy and dry and very thick. (I'm encoded with my mom's hair and my aunts wants me to perm my head again for years now) Its a struggle with my housemates when I went on Hair Wars with my split ends and all the rest was pile up on the floor and it will be there even when I trash them away (the wind blows and end up on the freaking floor)

I shampoo most of the days since the humidity plus my scalp really equals to severe pruritus. So I end up shampoo whenever I felt itchy. I used the dry+frizz formula and so far it only kept my hair sort of hydrated for some periods. The pediculosis that strikes my house is also one of the cause of the pruritus problems except it won't stick to my dry head and I only get empty nits which I guess my hair is not their natural habitat.

My treatment bucket is still 80% full so I guess it would last the months of me going free hair all the time.

I think I'm using the old products since I want cheap which means a deadly combo Wars with my conditioning sets but its ok... I hope it last till my sister's wedding (yeah.. Its for her sake) People are so vain about dead cells.... nails, skins, hair... grrr... I want to be feminist but then again, I just want people to shut up....



or not...

The weather in PJ is also darned hot and I'm sweating in the middle of the night here too. Its abnormal. I rarely sweat during nighttime but the heat is unbearable....



Malaysia is a tropical country but even I who got used to 40 degrees heat was really pissed off when issues such as why I don't want to wear "Baju Kurung" on daily basis.... seriously!! Even if a long-sleeved tshirt was becoming an issue, shouldn't it be just fair to say that I have a choice in this matter?




I reformatted my PC again and the device driver for the audio and video won't fit so I had gone trial and error with most of it --means--> I can't play sounds from my PC. Serious sh~tsu but my house have 5 PC now (you could imagine the bills already) and so I don't really feel that much annoyed for not having to listen to my U2berz nags and angsts. BTW, I can't even do my vlog since I lost the cd thing for my webcam somewhere in my boxes.... sigh...

I've feeling very very lazy..... and my MTs is nagging about pmf work.... and I still have to attend all these weddings, pre-wedding preparations, massive of humungous family to come into my little abode (everyone have atleast 5 kids nowadays) and all my MTs want is some piece of paper that advertises ourselves.... .... ... ... the 3M is at the end of next month. I have lots of thing to do this month la...

My part-timing job aspirations and driving licience attempt was slashed once again. They really do owe me some big time for making my adult live again similar to my pre-adult life.

When This Morning Is Weird

I had some unfinished affair with my biological clock. The sleeping one that is. Its so jumbled up that I can't even say I slept like a human since I'm so nocturnal and insomniac by will. I slept around 11pm and woke up sweating at 2am then take a shower before .

I managed to study several chapters of Epidemiology but at the same time I managed to finish a Johanna Lindsay book and also Meg Cabot's Ready or Not. Its 4am and then I started to snapped out of it and study a bit. After making sense again what the heck is cohort study and review some things. I went to shower again and get some of my stuff packed (since my dad want it packed already or he'll just lay it off until afternoon) and fetch a taxi after my hardcore extra bitter cuppa of cafe.

I actually read a Christie Ridgway book called Not Another New Year. Boy, I get some anti vibes from this book which I seem to listen to them saying, "because-the-main-charact-have-oral-sex-in-first-chapter-and-they-don't-like-it" vibe and actually try to push the book away even when it was their friend's own. Saying disgusting and ect while I was saying something about the storylines (which is considerably okay than some dirty books I've read) and the fact they finally had sex in some back chapters in which they overlooked. I want to tell what the storyline is about and they were "I don't want to hear it!!" and I was like *in my head*, "A girl got mugged and had the same face with another famous girl who was targetted to get assassinated and got a crush with a guy who happens to be an ex-secret service who she nearly had a drunken one night stand in which he didn't do anything after she K.O.ed. because she's the one who he's supposed to be bodyguarding and she was being targetting to be killed because of the famous girl and ect2".... its an okay story in which I didn't even consider buying it, unfortunately....

A discriminated book by my peers.

note : If you are the kind of girl who loves reading malay romance (the kind really vanilla stupid boring weak and boring and literally a failure as a romance) and attempting to reading an american romance novel for the first time because some of her friend reads it (I don't really recommend ppl to read my genre anyway (unless you like Judith McNaught, Scottish romance and vampire, I might ease you into a really good book);

Don't bother to try to attempt on reading them if you had a strong distaste of the kind of sexual relationship the characters had.

A book don't deserve to be disgrace merely because you think its wrong. Just avoid the book lah~ whats so hard about that? And give it away if you hated the kind of relationship they had, I mean, its damn obvious that it wasn't really a vanilla one. (Thats why I often read historical novels instead) And it wasn't even kinky~~ duh...

But, I managed to get caffein high and joke about marriage, sex and health promotion. Yep, sexual frustration can lead to health disorder and it is in the lecture's notes. But while I was yapping away, I just realized that the other girls who was sitting on the floor near me were eyeing as if I stink (with the nose all wrinkly and I guess they heard the sex in health promotion thing)... which is weird since... they were sitting right next to the huge trashbin. I guess... I forgot to mention that fact to the haters club (I often got them and ignore them) since I was looking down at them from where I sit. Sheesh... I don't even know their names so why bother.


Anyway, the exam did quite well. Most of the thing I've read at first glance were MCQ and some are easy but the essays were the devils. Seriously, no one called a short answer question with 20 marks each is a SHORT one. But I think I end up confusing myself rereading the prevention and controls that I listed for Dengue control... which I didn't really read at all. Well... Epidemiology is related to Entomology and Antropology than any field BTW.

But later I realized that I need to fetch my secretariat stuff in which I have to clean and get something fix, I heard that we'll be having a photoshoot. Sigh.... and I had to stand in front of the boys on a very wobbly chair with a really worn and slippery heeled shoes... which I threw them off and balance myself barefoot and manage to pose a bit weirdly but I hope mine will be good. The blazer is soooo smelly that I need to take a bath again.

I had to drag my heavy items with me and managed to get a taxi and weirdly had a conversation with a taxi driver who kept asking about hyperactivity. The other three with me were silent in which I guess it will be either shy or in their head "what the guy want?". He was saying that the hyperactive kid need to get fixed immediately after birth and I end up saying that no infants must take medication for something that might not be true and it may risk the infant's liver if s/he take anything anyway. I guess the taxi driver were really into it and tell a story about how Malay need some dose of stimulant because they were too lazy.

Well, I end up in the rush to pack my backs that i forgot to eat or drink anything... lol.... so I was in a really state of dehydration for a while. And when I was in LRT, I was stuned that the guy in front of me were puting both his wrist in the rubber hanging thing as if he was a sub or something... I was watching this rather amusedly and when I got home, my mom immediately drag me and CCes to Giant mall and had to endure my kid CC and my older sister acting like kids while mom wants us to behave as an adult.... -_- anyway I'm too damn tired to care anyway.

And my house was quarantined since my neighbour is planning a kenduri.

Oh well.. tonight my old friend need votes for LOreal Paris Studio Star Search at http://www.uth.com.my/. Be sure to vote for Lim Kim Li. I found her facebook profile while surfing through some of my school friends profile.. and found her pretty self being really really pretty despite I haven't seen her since form 4. Oh well...