The Part When You Start Screaming

This week, I'm confirming that I'll straight perm the head. Trully... 3rd year is my straight hair year. The current state is kind of not that wiry like but fragile+soft+dry head. I did rebonding last time and also damages my hair much. But I've grown it all out but some parts of my hair is really straight while the top was frizzy, curly, wavy and dry and very thick. (I'm encoded with my mom's hair and my aunts wants me to perm my head again for years now) Its a struggle with my housemates when I went on Hair Wars with my split ends and all the rest was pile up on the floor and it will be there even when I trash them away (the wind blows and end up on the freaking floor)

I shampoo most of the days since the humidity plus my scalp really equals to severe pruritus. So I end up shampoo whenever I felt itchy. I used the dry+frizz formula and so far it only kept my hair sort of hydrated for some periods. The pediculosis that strikes my house is also one of the cause of the pruritus problems except it won't stick to my dry head and I only get empty nits which I guess my hair is not their natural habitat.

My treatment bucket is still 80% full so I guess it would last the months of me going free hair all the time.

I think I'm using the old products since I want cheap which means a deadly combo Wars with my conditioning sets but its ok... I hope it last till my sister's wedding (yeah.. Its for her sake) People are so vain about dead cells.... nails, skins, hair... grrr... I want to be feminist but then again, I just want people to shut up....



or not...

The weather in PJ is also darned hot and I'm sweating in the middle of the night here too. Its abnormal. I rarely sweat during nighttime but the heat is unbearable....



Malaysia is a tropical country but even I who got used to 40 degrees heat was really pissed off when issues such as why I don't want to wear "Baju Kurung" on daily basis.... seriously!! Even if a long-sleeved tshirt was becoming an issue, shouldn't it be just fair to say that I have a choice in this matter?




I reformatted my PC again and the device driver for the audio and video won't fit so I had gone trial and error with most of it --means--> I can't play sounds from my PC. Serious sh~tsu but my house have 5 PC now (you could imagine the bills already) and so I don't really feel that much annoyed for not having to listen to my U2berz nags and angsts. BTW, I can't even do my vlog since I lost the cd thing for my webcam somewhere in my boxes.... sigh...

I've feeling very very lazy..... and my MTs is nagging about pmf work.... and I still have to attend all these weddings, pre-wedding preparations, massive of humungous family to come into my little abode (everyone have atleast 5 kids nowadays) and all my MTs want is some piece of paper that advertises ourselves.... .... ... ... the 3M is at the end of next month. I have lots of thing to do this month la...

My part-timing job aspirations and driving licience attempt was slashed once again. They really do owe me some big time for making my adult live again similar to my pre-adult life.